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November 20th, 2006
09:36 pm - mostly not everything is changing so quickly.....and this is hardly an update. but i just dont feel the need to elaborate. intoxication, stat.
aryn.
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November 22nd, 2005
01:53 am - everything.... in it's right place.
my heart is a big mushy mess. i think that this could be wonderful. Current Mood: i can't draw a lemon. Current Music: i wanna stay
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October 26th, 2005
03:03 pm - plastics got the fashion tomorrow night: @the eyedrum...TRACY + THE PLASTICS!
the interview went well. that is great. tomorrw night will be amazing. my life is falling into place instead of pieces...and i can't help but smile.
love!aryn. Current Mood: i never took the art test. Current Music: tracy+nikka+cola
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12:48 am - ke ep sle eepin g. where to begin....my life has been so..."eh." the past few weeks...nothing too terrible...but nothing extremely awesome....except *you*
i have a job interview tomorrow. = awesome. also: it's about fucking time.
the weather makes me feel wonderful.
*you* make me feel cute.
Jeopardy for SEGA keeps me from making friends.
Creep up and tell me that you You love me more each time you Look into my eyes I feel like I know you don't mean to be mean I'm sure you know the same for me When you creep up and tell me Darling It breaks my heart each time you Darling You break my heart each time you You slip your hands inside my pockets Tell me nothing else would do Without me you can't live and You slip your heart into my chest They both become one of the strongest pairs Current Mood: warm Current Music: and darling..
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October 1st, 2005
04:36 am - what are you good for????? lovely nights lead to depressing thoughts...thoughts that i will never see you again. thoughts that make me think im so imperfect...so wrong for you. and that may be true but my past wont let me go. i cant let go of you. so i write to you to tell you the truth...and im scared...scared that i scared you away. and if we cant be anything like we used to be...i want you near me in any way that i can have you. life seems so distant so unimportant.......and thoughts like this deprive me of sleep ...sleeep i know i need. you kill me. i kill me. im killing me.
and do you know what you mean in here ♥ ?
it's killing time. Current Mood: empty on the inside Current Music: nope
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September 8th, 2005
12:33 pm
this is from _la_la_lu.</span> what a wonderful girl... i do believe i could marry!
QUESTIONS:
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
ANSWERS: _la_la_lu 2005-09-07 18:57 (link) 1. you were w/o a car for too long. thus, i think you should've bought yourself a unicorn and come to visit me. 2. i don't know why, but you remind me of the go-go's. like fun and bubblegum and girldom. and belinda carlisle. 3. green, because you remind me of patty o'green from the rainbow brite kid crew. 4. sadly, we haven't had that much contact. and that one night that was the most concentrated is definitely pretty hazy to me now. 5. looking like a sci-fi teen queen, sitting on charlie's lap, and smiling so big that you were practically radiating love. 6. a cute little cuddly bunny rabbit. 7. what you dream about. it's a curious wonder.
sunni you amaze me. Current Mood: thing are getting broken Current Music: i missed the arc..but i could have sworn you'd wait for me.
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September 7th, 2005
11:55 pm - i wish september was over so billy joe would shut up jobs are wonderful...and im glad to have one. and i get to look at beautiful people. i will be out of town for long periods of time. but i don't think i mind. my boss is amazing. in fact, he took me to my first sleazy strip club in which a really hot girl hit on me. if i had been single i can't even tell you what i would've done.
i need a girlfriend. i need friends. period.
Nathan...im glad we went to the park...i've missed you dearly. let's do that again soon. this time we'll swing. fuck that trail. who needs push-ups anyways? i like my arms the way they are muscles are totally gay. i must pack now.
love!aryn. Current Mood: i love my life. today. Current Music: do you remember when...
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02:22 pm - i don't know.. i think so 1. Go here. 2. Pass it on. ( my answers ) Current Mood: dance. bitch. dance. Current Music: how modest!
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September 5th, 2005
03:32 pm - it didn't smell either! my poop looked like an ice cream cone.
single is good.
now...back to MY life.
i don't have to care, and i won't.
so when are you moving out?
because i would like my bed back. all to myself.
aryn, stop sleeping so much. your dreams frighten me.
Amy and Jessica, you are wonderful. we'll drink ouzo and talk shit again soon.
and ...TO THE GAY-BA!!!!! Current Mood: move fast Current Music: at the gay -ba..gay-ba
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July 20th, 2005
12:39 pm - how fucking cute is that?
Current Mood: 3
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July 19th, 2005
10:33 pm - "he got beat..he got beat..he got beat by his own son" stop what you are doing and run away with me. i'll make you a sandwich and love you forever. is this what it will be like?
let's just watch cartoons for now.
" hey, you need an education. "
love.endlessly.aryn. Current Mood: uncomfortable moves slower Current Music: captions are in black and white.
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July 13th, 2005
06:58 pm - too bad i melted it. 4. i deleted everything worth anything. and now there's nothing left to say. 2. things are ok i suppose. 5.green crayons don't belong in my purse, in a hot car, on a hot summer day. 7.they ruin everything. 1.especially cute, one-of-a-kind things. 3.and Dear Rain, please stop. thank you.
6. i hope you like your hair better today than you did last night.
done.aryn. Current Mood: did you just touch me? Current Music: safety second, body last
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July 6th, 2005
01:39 am - i want an elephant on my farm. i will find a job today. i will..i promise. i will get out of this crummy mood i think. i will stop watching lame lifetime movies that make me feel like a 30 year old housewife.
im not telling you im telling me.
1. things are really crummy 2. i haven't even sewn anything in like 2 days. 3. my body is toxin-free. weird. 4. i haven't talked to anyone in a while. 5. i haven't felt like myself 6. and who do i think i am?
7. is there a number seven?
8....i've been cleaning my room everyday...and it's not even dirty to begin with. 9. my sister makes a cute elephant. 10. and she tells me im the bestest sister in the whole world.
so i guess things could be worse....i'mdone. iam. Current Mood: your deodorant smells nice Current Music: germ-free adolescents
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June 28th, 2005
04:25 pm - land of the.. suck! land of the dead totally sucked ass. since when did zombies have emotions? and learn how to use guns? sorry for any of you who took my advice and actually went to see it. which most likely was no one. god i am making the cutest purses and bags. i will show you when they are complete. i might even let you buy them. LOVE! aryn. Current Mood: let's dance? Current Music: between us and them
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June 23rd, 2005
10:54 pm - i was born a unicorn

im going to see this shit tomorrow. totally ecstatic. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: robot death march
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June 22nd, 2005
01:01 pm - monster pocket busy making cute things for cute people. busy playing with Dinah. i realized im a bad pen pal. i will try to get better. really. needs a job. i also need some colored zippers. wal-mart here i come.
this entry is stupid. sorry. i really hate updating...
!aryn. Current Mood: i only know one joke. Current Music: against me!
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May 4th, 2005
03:57 pm - so glad i love buses im off to florida... catch you bitches on the flipside! Current Mood: no tan, thanks. Current Music: vroom vroom
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April 21st, 2005
05:35 pm - f, feet, fear, fog, fag ,fake, fork ... i have done nothing today. except check my email a million times....but there are still 271 emails that i dont care to read. i dont feel like deleting them because that would be too much effort, i'd feel like they got the best of me. and i just cant let that happen. im so bored all the time...but i don't really feel like doing anything. i am looking for a job...i just can't find one. being broke is terrible. i hope things get better soon. because he cant handle much more. im waiting to be in a better mood. put me in a better mood. i want to move again. i don't like being in one place for very long.
i fell and i didnt feel a thing. i fell with you and now i am nothing.
love.
aryn. Current Mood: what a blur Current Music: is trans am really your friend?
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April 20th, 2005
11:46 am - hot dogs give you energy to fight off demons
i changed the colors but i really hate updating this thing. i never have anything interesting or fun to talk about. so i will tell you what my life would be like if i were a hot dog....
1. i would stink. 2. i would be a flesh-like color. 3. i would be in a package with 9 other hot dogs. 4. i would not be made of dogs. 5. an average american would eat me and my family at least 60 times a year 6. i would probably like baseball games. 7. i could be beef,pork, turkey, or chicken...(i haven't decided yet) leaning toward chicken. 8. i could have sex with a bun. 9. i would let you put condiments all over my body. 10. i would party all the time. 11. in Feb. of 1996 an 8 yr. old girl choked on one of my relatives, so we are now 7" long rather than 5 1/2" 12. i would celebrate *NATIONAL HOT DOG MONTH* in July. 13. people would race to see how many of me they could eat. like this:  14. kids would eat me for lunch at school.  15. i would disgust myself. 16. i can't look at this anymore. 17. bye. 18. love! aryn.
Current Mood: hot dog! Current Music: Q and not U
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April 6th, 2005
10:09 pm - and i just don't know and i just don't know. so much that i don't want to know. nothing makes sense to me anymore. i will erase over half of this before i am done. because i just don't know what to say. stupid shows on the stupid t.v. i hate being here sometimes. i hate the way it makes me feel sometimes. i hate not having a job. i want to go away again. but i have nothing to get away from. sometimes it hurts so much. do you ever miss me like that? i hope you do. if i knew the things that you were thinking..
i would've had a better day. i've had better. better than i've had today.
there are pins stuck in everything around here.
*oh how have you been? i haven't seen you in forever!? we should get together sometime. aryn: yeah sure that would be cool. * do you still have my number? give me a call sometime. aryn: yeah i will do that.
my conversations with people lately are meaning less and less. this makes me cry. stop making me cry.
aryn had a sad day today.
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